aaaargh.
it does me feel so complicated.
it isnt about memory or memorizing.
its about something that comes back and forth to me.
sometimes it goes so far far away there, then on a time just like this it appears right before my eyes.
im so fed up with this.
i just dunno what to do.
it isnt about forgetting or maybe hating.
its about something hiding somewhere that i dunno thus i still cannot find the way to get rid of it.
it isnt too deep but still left a mark, a tattoo, a deep clearly-visible tattoo.
and it makes me feel like im stuck in a hole thats not too deep but i just cant climb out of it.
it feels so blur.
what im currently listening to: muak untuk memuja - alone at last (again and again and again.)
it does me feel so complicated.
it isnt about memory or memorizing.
its about something that comes back and forth to me.
sometimes it goes so far far away there, then on a time just like this it appears right before my eyes.
im so fed up with this.
i just dunno what to do.
it isnt about forgetting or maybe hating.
its about something hiding somewhere that i dunno thus i still cannot find the way to get rid of it.
it isnt too deep but still left a mark, a tattoo, a deep clearly-visible tattoo.
and it makes me feel like im stuck in a hole thats not too deep but i just cant climb out of it.
it feels so blur.
what im currently listening to: muak untuk memuja - alone at last (again and again and again.)